Appointment

So I have an appointment with my psychiatrist next Wednesday. I know I need to do this but I am terrified. I find it so difficult talking to professionals more so now that I have children. Before I had kids I didn’t really care what they thought about me but now I’m scared to be open in case they think I’m not fit to be a mum. If I’m not honest, I can’t get better but if I am honest I’m scared what that will mean…..